Humility and Patience

 I guess now I can say that I've been hospitalized for other than giving birth. I'm a hypetension and stroke patient now.

It wasn't exactly a pleasant experience. All I remember was saying to myself ," Now I've ridden in the back of an ambulance." 

"I"ve been CT scanned." The experience was almost similar to riding a dangerous ride at an amusement park except that nothing happened after the machine got turned on. I didn't rise twenty feet above the ground, I didn't move at a hundred kilometer per hour. I wasn't thrown into the sky 

It was anti-climactic actually.

I had my thorax being X-rayed.

The most unpleasant experience was being poked by needles. Gosh, I'd forgotten how painful that was.

Th experience was humbling and overwhelming at the same time.

I had to be dependent on people, something I'm not particularly used to or enjoying.

I was conditioned to go back to the humility I should have had.

One illness led to another and I was forced to go back to basic, typing and coloring and tracing. These once simple tasks became quite challenging now. I need to get off my high horse.

Now, I'm trying to earn my place back by being humble and patient. I guess I need to relearn humility and patience.