Cringe-worthy Changes

I just moved up the ladder a few months ago. With the new post came new responsibilities, more responsibilities, tons more responsibilities.

The changes I've been facing are prrrrrrrretty overwhelming. There are things that I wish I didn't have to deal with, and there are just simply too many things to deal with.

I know it's a path that I have to walk on and the only way is through. I cannot escape it or hand it out to someone else.

My husband has been very supportive of this, but it's still kinda...frustrating at times, if not all the time.

This post sounds very whinny. I didn't mean it to be so. I was just going to share the changes that have been happening to me, but I ended up complaining.

The level of maturity that's been asked of me is incredibly hilarious. Yes, that's right! Hilarious!
I've always been the youngest, well, at least, most of the times, but now that I supervise some living, breathing human beings, I'm still the youngest. And they expect me to be mature? They've got to be kidding, right?

Who is 'they'?

Well, if I calmed down and thought carefully, I'd know that it's not 'them', but more like HIM.
HE put me in this path.
HE gave me these responsibilities.
HE demanded me to grow up and own up to my actions.
HE asked me to put faith in HIM and all the things HE has put on my lap.

Realizing that bomb of realization, one can only stop, be quiet, and stay busy, right?
Right!

So, that's what I'm gonna do.

The moral of this post is you have to take what's been handed to you and put yourself into it completely, or else, you'll stumble and end up dragging your feet around.

Just ignore the whole post if you don't think it's worthy. 😔