Thankful

Being thankful.
I had a thought as I was on my way to the office today. Ooooo, spooky!
Does being thankful mean that we cannot think about the past in a joyous fashion?
I mean, sometimes when the present is kind of... well, to be blunt, suck... I like to think back to the past, to the happier moments of my life. Sometimes just a little while back, sometimes it's way way back.
I am being grateful and thankful for the general idea of my present life. It's the little details that sometimes occur to be less gratefulish and thankfulish.
I don't know... I guess life's supposed to do that. Bring you up and bring you down at some points.
I'll try to look at it from another perspective. I've got a lot of good things going on in my life now.
My three wonderful wonderful children. When they sleep and their wonderfulness sleeps too, there's always my husband... Not really an equal comparison by any means.
My job... Well, I just agreed to become a full-timer and was promoted to be one a little over a month ago.
And... Well... I guess when it sucks, it really does suck.
Pardon my language... Other terms wouldn't be so politically correct. Whatever that means.
I'm babbling...
Anyway... I guess the way my mind works is pretty frustratingly confusing to others... To my husband anyway...
Well, Adios!

PS:
I'm attaching my youngest latest picture from my cell... the cute little devil...